Project Megan 2

Update.

I forgot we ever called my friend Ran in this. By the way, that's not her real name and Jhawy isn't my real name. But no point in changing that now!

I got news from a friend that HIS friend was in contact with Matt recently (7/28/2004). Apparently, he's up to his old stuff.

First I should mention that Ran and I have noticed Matt returned to Gaia, changed his name to something like LoRd MaTtHeW or something, and claimed to have been engaged, along with starting a "Gaia Love Club" which is like some kind of Something Awfulish type board clan that appears to be trendy at the moment (and doesn't appear to have many members joining him). Also, he posted his praises for masturbation. Ran insisted I try to get an update on the story by pretending to be a girl again or something. I really didn't want to bother. At some point, I did bother and it turned out to be just a day after his online Gaia "fiancee" dumped him. He wasn't talking much, and I didn't really care.

Not too soon after, I got news of yet another development, and we would get the update we were wondering about.

Boring Paul (3:39:00 PM): Before PM ever happened, I had a friend who knew Senpai.
Boring Paul (3:39:06 PM): Which is how he knew my name was Josh I guess.
Jhawy (3:39:18 PM): :(
Jhawy (3:39:20 PM): Okay.
Boring Paul (3:39:24 PM): And she got like a whole bunch of pictures and an internet proposal.
Jhawy (3:40:48 PM): And you're Josh?
Boring Paul (3:40:59 PM): No I'm Paul, she lied about my name. :p
Jhawy (3:41:02 PM): Oh.

Bonnie (4:23:32 AM): he said when he was 17, he did sexual things with a 2 year old baby girl because she wanted it.

Jhawy (3:39:49 PM): :(
Jhawy (3:39:50 PM): Wow.
Ran (3:40:22 PM): wow

Boring Paul (3:39:56 PM): But he says you forced him into saying all those other things.
Jhawy (3:40:05 PM): But not the having sex with 2 year olds.
Boring Paul (3:40:17 PM): That was okay though, she wanted it.
Jhawy (3:40:26 PM): Well I guess so. :(

Boring Paul (3:41:20 PM): As a devotion of his love, he gave her his phone number and a bunch of pictures, two of which I think I'd like to see behind a lot of warning labels on PM. :-(
Jhawy (3:41:27 PM): :(
Boring Paul (3:41:32 PM): He calls his penis rocketship and says it's 4" thick.
Jhawy (3:41:33 PM): Did he send nudez?
Boring Paul (3:41:35 PM): Yes.

Ran (3:43:58 PM): if we can really get his phone number I'll totally phone him
Jhawy (3:44:13 PM): And hit on him.
Jhawy (3:44:19 PM): Secretly.
Ran (3:44:31 PM): well DUH
Jhawy (3:44:36 PM): >:(

Ran (3:48:53 PM): he's just lying because that's what bonnie wanted to hear I am SURE!!!! th enude pictures probably aren't even him either, his nam eisn't even matt!!
Ran (3:49:07 PM): :(

Boring Paul (3:59:21 PM): He always bothers her about relationships and nudes and cyber.
Jhawy (3:59:21 PM): 8)
Jhawy (3:59:27 PM): :(
Boring Paul (3:59:28 PM): I think she'd rather be done with it
Jhawy (3:59:35 PM): But I thought he said he didn't want a cyber relationship.
Boring Paul (3:59:47 PM): Not anymore.
Boring Paul (3:59:48 PM): He's CHANGED
Jhawy (3:59:54 PM): ;-;

Ran (4:00:37 PM): ;-;
Ran (4:00:46 PM): he took it too far and now he's learned his lesson obviously!

Ran (6:27:13 PM): did paul's friend alway sknow matt was like this? hasn't she been friends with him for a while or something? or atleast KNEW him for a long time

Boring Paul (6:28:20 PM): I think she didn't know he was like this until PM2
Jhawy (6:28:35 PM): :(
Jhawy (6:28:38 PM): How long did she know himn?
Boring Paul (6:28:47 PM): um
Boring Paul (6:28:50 PM): I don't know.
Boring Paul (6:28:54 PM): but YOU RUINED THEIR FRIENDSHIP ;____;
Jhawy (6:29:48 PM): ;-;

Ran (6:30:14 PM): :(

Boring Paul (6:30:02 PM): She's the one that told him my name was Josh
Boring Paul (6:30:13 PM): And the reason he knew of PM2 before it was shown to him

Ran (6:31:10 PM): but he didn't know
Jhawy (6:31:23 PM): :(
Ran (6:31:27 PM): seriously
Jhawy (6:32:08 PM): It must've bounced off his head if she really told him.
Ran (6:32:13 PM): look at when I am talking to him on the chat room page and how he says stuff about you saying SHE and HER and he had no idea what the link was or anything
Ran (6:33:25 PM): he's not smart enough to PLAY dumb

Boring Paul (6:32:51 PM): Well I dunno then
Boring Paul (6:33:00 PM): He had the oppurtunity to get it, though, at least.
Jhawy (6:33:21 PM): He was so stupid.

Jhawy (6:35:43 PM): She told Matt that Paul's name was Josh.
Ran (6:35:49 PM): why?
Jhawy (6:36:11 PM): I don't know, so he wouldn't know Paul's real name or some shit.

Ran (6:38:41 PM): he should ask bonnie why
Jhawy (6:39:21 PM): WHY!!!!!!
Jhawy (6:39:24 PM): She isn't on right now apparently.
Ran (6:39:31 PM): well when she is
Ran (6:39:36 PM): and why she SHOWED HIM
Ran (6:39:41 PM): she is making up for it now but STUPID

Boring Paul (6:40:00 PM): I know why PM2 was important though.
Boring Paul (6:40:04 PM): She didn't think he was like that
Boring Paul (6:40:08 PM): And was like IS THIS TRUE????
Boring Paul (6:40:13 PM): And he was like ~_~

Jhawy (6:40:31 PM): Hahahahahahaha.
Ran (6:41:08 PM): hahahahaha

Boring Paul (3:06:02 AM): Send me the log!!!!!!
Bonnie (3:06:05 AM): i'm married now :-)
Boring Paul (3:06:09 AM): ^____^!!!!!!
Boring Paul (3:06:14 AM): HidekiSenpai's penis
Bonnie (3:06:23 AM): holdon, lettus be married officially and i send it to you.

HidekiSenpai1 (4:01:31 AM): for friends i'd like to travel to canada, the phillipines, and diff placesi n the us
HidekiSenpai1 (4:01:58 AM): for what i want to see, egypt, japan, china, tokyo, the middle east, jerusalem, italy ^_^
HidekiSenpai1 (4:02:05 AM): all the holy places ^^
Bonnie (4:02:10 AM): phillipenes?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:02:22 AM): yeah the phillipines
HidekiSenpai1 (4:13:40 AM): if in a few days i think imready to move on.. would you like to date me...?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:15:07 AM): a few days givestime to know each other more again.. and time to ensure we dun get together as a rebound. i want to ask you now, but im sure you'd say no.
Bonnie (4:15:43 AM): you can't even trust me so why should i?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:16:05 AM): I trust you....
HidekiSenpai1 (4:16:23 AM): i'd send my pic now.. but i want to be in a relationship..
HidekiSenpai1 (4:18:16 AM): thats the honest truth bonnie.
Bonnie (4:18:50 AM): what difference does it makes?
Bonnie (4:18:52 AM): *make
HidekiSenpai1 (4:19:13 AM): if i just send my pic out of a relationship it makes me a slut and man ho?

Jhawy (3:54:25 PM): Why is he so obsessed with being considered a male slut?
Ran (3:54:35 PM): hmm I don't know

HidekiSenpai1 (4:20:07 AM): and btw by relationship, im not asking for cyber. i know you don't do that.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:20:13 AM): i just mean dating and together.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:21:58 AM): i kinda want something real and grounded and not based around sex.
Bonnie (4:22:23 AM): to be honest, i don't online date anyone. i think online dating is teh dumbest and fakest thing ever.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:22:34 AM): ok
HidekiSenpai1 (4:22:37 AM): thats fair.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:22:47 AM): I thank you for your honesty.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:22:52 AM): saves me hurt and pain.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:25:33 AM): you have dated before online right?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:26:06 AM): I'm against strictly online dating. i'm only for it if i think theres a chance of meeting or being together in real life.
Bonnie (4:26:26 AM): exactly.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:27:21 AM): I know I'd love to meet you irl. nd if we ever could get together in real life. it would be nice. But of course only if we felt the same for each other lol
Bonnie (4:27:56 AM): of course.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:28:31 AM): look, i want to save my full pic for a relationship. but if yoiu really are curious i'll sendthe pic of just my penis.
Bonnie (4:28:56 AM): okay...
HidekiSenpai1 (4:29:04 AM): you sure you want to see it?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:29:29 AM): its not something im pressuring.
Bonnie (4:29:52 AM): i know..and i told you. i need to experience more. i feel like i am so naive.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:30:02 AM): ok.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:30:04 AM): just a min
Bonnie (4:30:31 AM): k.
HidekiSenpai1 wants to directly connect (4:32:47 AM).
HidekiSenpai1 is now directly connected (4:32:50 AM).
HidekiSenpai1 (4:33:11 AM): Image or other file: WARNING FROM EDITOR, GROSS BATTERED DICK THAT'S ALL SMASHED UP HERE (SERIOUSLY) (PS: HERE'S ANOTHER BONUS NUDE)
HidekiSenpai1 (4:36:11 AM): no comments? x-x;;
Bonnie (4:36:35 AM): i'm not sure what to say :|
HidekiSenpai1 (4:36:48 AM): closeup shot.. and the digital camera makes it look bigger.. its six inches, and about 4 inches thick.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:37:17 AM): thickness is determine by wrapping a string aroundit at its thickest part then measuring the string
HidekiSenpai1 (4:37:46 AM): promise me your not going to show this to anybody else or save it?
Bonnie (4:38:08 AM): is that a normal size?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:39:17 AM): umm i think averag is 5 inches, 6 is good, and 7+ is like wow.. but 7+ can also hurt a girl cause its kinda big and pounds the back of them to hard.

Jhawy (4:03:37 PM): Hey, this is true.
Jhawy (4:03:41 PM): I don't know if you knew this or not.

Jhawy (5:30:47 PM): Ugh.
Ran (5:31:34 PM): ugh :(
Ran (5:32:21 PM): I have to talk more
Ran (5:32:25 PM): to move that of fmy screen
Ran (5:32:26 PM): :(
Ran (5:32:27 PM): there

Bonnie (4:40:42 AM): i eman 6 inches long adn 4 inches thick :0 that is almsot like a box.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:41:37 AM): lol think more of like 1 inch thick, 4 inches is its roundness, 1 inch would be like its diameter.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:42:08 AM): it just sounds big
Bonnie (4:43:01 AM): but..how do i know this is you?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:43:10 AM): it is :\
Bonnie (4:44:46 AM): how do *I* know it :|
HidekiSenpai1 (4:45:14 AM): what want me to tak a pic of it with a sign saying hidekisenpai's penis?
Bonnie (4:45:54 AM): would you? :]
HidekiSenpai1 (4:46:15 AM): yes... but not tonight because i dun know where my mom put the digi cam
Bonnie (4:46:48 AM): aww, okay :-(
HidekiSenpai1 (4:47:32 AM): you swear your not going to show anybody else?
Bonnie (4:47:54 AM): you know what?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:48:20 AM): what?
Bonnie (4:49:00 AM): if we did go out, would you come visit me?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:49:15 AM): of course... if and when i could..
Bonnie (4:49:30 AM): if?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:49:41 AM): meaning as long as i had the money too
HidekiSenpai1 (4:49:52 AM): would probably be next years summer vacation.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:50:05 AM): because i'd need to save and plan forthe trip.
Bonnie (4:50:22 AM): well..do you want to do it then?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:50:31 AM): yes..
Bonnie (4:51:01 AM): are you sure? :|
HidekiSenpai1 (4:51:07 AM): yes...

Ran (3:52:16 PM): she just totally changed the subject and he didn't even notice

HidekiSenpai1 (4:51:08 AM): why?
Bonnie (4:51:23 AM): you don't seem very sure right now.
Bonnie (4:51:55 AM): if you don't want to go out with me, just say it, and i'll go away.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:51:59 AM): I do want to, I am sure.
Bonnie (4:52:36 AM): why whya re you being like this? :|
Bonnie (4:52:42 AM): you don't like me anymore.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:52:49 AM): huh? Yes i do.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:53:27 AM): I amsure, it just surprised me you asked.
Bonnie (4:53:27 AM): okay, fine. nevermind.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:54:22 AM): Bonnie I'm sure. it just took me by surprise when you asked. As long as you promise not to show others my pics and not to hurt me, I know this is what i want.
Bonnie (4:55:59 AM): just before you seemed to like me so much, and now you don't seem to like mea t all.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:56:15 AM): what? No I do still like you.
Bonnie (4:56:27 AM): doesn't seem like it.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:56:32 AM): why not? x-x;;
HidekiSenpai1 (4:56:48 AM): *huggles* is it because im not being touchy-feely?
Bonnie (4:57:06 AM): you were before :|
HidekiSenpai1 (4:57:09 AM): if so its because I don't want to seem like sex is what i want from you.
Bonnie (4:57:18 AM): what do you want from me then?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:57:25 AM): a real relationship.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:57:31 AM): a real future together.
Bonnie (4:57:54 AM): can you promise me one thing too?
HidekiSenpai1 (4:58:03 AM): what is it?
Bonnie (4:58:53 AM): please don't do to me what dan did. don't just leave me and forget about me.
HidekiSenpai1 (4:59:09 AM): I promis that bonnie. I truly do.
Bonnie (5:00:36 AM): what if you get bored of me, like every other guy?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:00:45 AM): i won't do that.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:01:26 AM): thing is.. every other guy is looking for a quickie.. or pleasure until they can find another girl.. i'm looking for something real.. and when i give my heart its given and stays unless the person dumps me and breaks it..

Ran (3:53:22 PM): that is what every other guy is looking for
Ran (3:53:25 PM): BUT NOT MATT!!! ;-;
Ran (3:53:31 PM): I mean "MATT"

Bonnie (5:01:28 AM): how do you know? histpry repeats itself.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:01:55 AM): I know.
Bonnie (5:02:13 AM): well?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:02:23 AM): because I'm not like that.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:02:31 AM): when I'm with someone i commit myself to them.
Bonnie (5:03:23 AM): so this is forever?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:03:46 AM): Love is not just some feeling, it's a commitment to stay with someone through pain, hurt, or when the feelings might run dry. Because there will always be dry spots. it doesn't mean the relationships over or dead, just dry, and dry spots normally get better.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:04:10 AM): yes.. if you want a true relationship, its forever or until you dump me. because i don't dump someone i commit to.
Bonnie (5:04:48 AM): ;____; *hug*
HidekiSenpai1 (5:04:57 AM): *hugs tightly*
Bonnie (5:06:32 AM): i am so nervous now :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (5:07:13 AM): *huggles close* I understand, i'm nervous too.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:07:27 AM): you're probably as worried about getting hurt again as i am.
Bonnie (5:07:48 AM): i think i can trust you.
Bonnie (5:07:56 AM): does this mean we will get married?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:08:25 AM): as long as you're really committed...
HidekiSenpai1 (5:08:44 AM): to early for an engagement.. need to take it slow.. and i just got out of an engagemenr.
Bonnie (5:09:08 AM): that hurts me...
HidekiSenpai1 (5:09:38 AM): no i mean, yes i want to get married. I'm just asking if you're sure you want to get engaged like so quickly?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:09:52 AM): don't you want ot take time for the relationship to grow to make sure i'm what you want?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:10:04 AM): I'm kinda stupid with how i word things sometimes =\
Bonnie (5:10:39 AM): i am not unsure. i know what i want.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:10:49 AM): what is it you want?
Bonnie (5:11:15 AM): yes. i don't want a silly high school relationship, i want something permanent.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:11:33 AM): same here. i want something permament and real.
Bonnie (5:11:51 AM): well, it's up to you...

Bonnie (5:20:33 AM): :-) *hug*
HidekiSenpai1 (5:20:44 AM): *hugs and kisses your cheek*
HidekiSenpai1 (5:20:50 AM): so you're dating me?
Bonnie (5:21:04 AM): yes :-) i am your gf.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:22:08 AM): umm who is this?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:22:16 AM): leetle brother James (2:21:09 AM): Don't trust bonnie, she's with a man with a far larger penis
HidekiSenpai1 (2:21:21 AM): who are you?
leetle brother James (2:21:50 AM): I'm her brother
leetle brother James (2:22:00 AM): gayvid, i mean, david
Bonnie (5:22:28 AM): ugh...block him.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:22:42 AM): who is it?
Bonnie (5:22:56 AM): it might be my brother from the upstairs computer...let me go check.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:23:02 AM): ok..
Bonnie (5:23:41 AM): oh god...he was looking at this conversation
HidekiSenpai1 (5:23:50 AM): ... x-x;;;;
HidekiSenpai1 (5:24:33 AM): he won't say anything will he?
Bonnie (5:24:33 AM): if he tells my dad i'm dead -______-
HidekiSenpai1 (5:24:44 AM): i hope he doesn't..
Bonnie (5:24:55 AM): i will bargain with him later.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:25:00 AM): ok.
Bonnie (5:25:17 AM): are you still talking to him?
Bonnie (5:25:23 AM): he is like, laughing :|
HidekiSenpai1 (5:25:36 AM):
HidekiSenpai1 (2:23:28 AM): why wouldn't I trust her...?
leetle brother James (2:24:28 AM): i'm joking, i'm just being silly 'cause i'm her bro
HidekiSenpai1 (2:24:34 AM): oh ok..
leetle brother James (2:24:55 AM): and I'm gay, gays are silly too
HidekiSenpai1 (2:25:06 AM): heh
HidekiSenpai1 (2:25:33 AM): you christian too?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:25:40 AM): guess he found it funny
HidekiSenpai1 (5:25:43 AM): how old is he?
Bonnie (5:26:03 AM): he's an idiot. 16.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:26:16 AM): ahh ok.
Bonnie (5:26:35 AM): don't lsiten to him ;p everything he says is a lie.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:26:42 AM): ok

HidekiSenpai1 (5:29:11 AM): add me to msn ok?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:29:16 AM): i prefer chatting on msn.
Bonnie (5:29:42 AM): i'm not on msn right now..there was no one important on it.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:29:51 AM): oh ok
Bonnie (5:30:12 AM): i'd rather talk to you on aim so less people will bother me and i can jsut focus on you :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (5:30:23 AM): awws <3
Bonnie (5:30:39 AM): n____n <3
HidekiSenpai1 (5:31:29 AM): I have an idea if you're willing.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:31:38 AM): I think it would be kind of romantic
Bonnie (5:32:44 AM): what is it? i'm willing :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (5:33:12 AM): we both take a pic of ourselves holding a paper with the others name circled with a heart. as a symbol of getting together ^^
HidekiSenpai1 (5:33:17 AM): and trade em on aim tommorrow
Bonnie (5:33:37 AM): yes!! let's do it :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (5:33:41 AM): yay ^_^
Bonnie (5:33:53 AM): *hug*
HidekiSenpai1 (5:33:57 AM): actually we can do it right now if you want, i just need to find a peice of paper ^^
HidekiSenpai1 (5:34:00 AM): *hugs tightly*
HidekiSenpai1 (5:34:11 AM): oh and find the cam lol
Bonnie (5:34:22 AM): hehe!
Bonnie (5:34:27 AM): can you do mine now? :-)
Bonnie (5:34:38 AM): i can't go upstairs to get my camera, but it would make me so happy...
HidekiSenpai1 (5:34:52 AM): sure but can you do it now too? i think its more romantic if we trade at the same time.
Bonnie (5:35:20 AM): i can't go upstairs :| my parents are sleeping. i will give you yours as soon as i get home tomorrow :D?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:35:44 AM): ok
HidekiSenpai1 (5:35:53 AM): email it to me or send it over aim when you're on ok?
Bonnie (5:36:04 AM): i will wait for you to get on aim so i can see your reaction :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (5:36:21 AM): i can only do it right now if i can find where my mom put the digi cam ^^;;
Bonnie (5:36:32 AM): ;____; i hope you can find it!
HidekiSenpai1 (5:37:14 AM): btw lets try to keep cyber out of this relationship. I know you don't do it and i respect that, but i've also been pushed into alot and alot of fantasies i nevere wanted to do to begin with.
Bonnie (5:37:36 AM): i never wanted to cyber in the first palce, i don't even know how n_____n
HidekiSenpai1 (5:37:55 AM): ok ^_^
HidekiSenpai1 (5:37:59 AM): that works than <3
Bonnie (5:38:02 AM): <33333
HidekiSenpai1 (5:39:33 AM): if this turns out to be a prank and i get hurt again, im going to kill myself for real this time x-x;;
HidekiSenpai1 (5:40:02 AM): just a sec while i find the cam
Bonnie (5:40:31 AM): ...why can't you trust me?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:40:41 AM): I do trust you.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:40:52 AM): if i didn't i would betaking the pic for you.
Bonnie (5:41:19 AM): :-) *hug*
HidekiSenpai1 (5:42:03 AM): *huggles*
Bonnie (5:44:05 AM): are you finding it? :-(
HidekiSenpai1 (5:45:29 AM): yup
Bonnie (5:45:37 AM): :DDD!
HidekiSenpai1 (5:51:27 AM): ok just a sec and i'll send the pic
Bonnie (5:54:15 AM): yay n____n i am so excited!
HidekiSenpai1 (5:54:49 AM):

HidekiSenpai1 (5:54:58 AM): no more doubts for you its really me...
Bonnie (5:55:49 AM): i lvoe it ;______;
HidekiSenpai1 (5:55:55 AM): yay ;-;

Jhawy (4:51:23 PM): In the Bonnie <3 he looks like a fat version of the singer from Tears for Fears. :(
Ran (4:51:37 PM): hahahahaha

HidekiSenpai1 (5:56:20 AM): my names matt shor for matthew.. but just put hidekisenpai in yours. ^_^
Bonnie (5:56:34 AM): i will put both :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (5:56:42 AM): ok ^_^
Bonnie (5:57:06 AM): what about the other special picture? ;-) now what we are going out.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:57:40 AM): I'd rather wait a few days.. make sure the relationship is solid..
Bonnie (5:57:57 AM): so you don't trust me again -____-
HidekiSenpai1 (5:58:03 AM): i do trust you..
HidekiSenpai1 (5:58:26 AM): do i have to send it to you to show i trust you?
HidekiSenpai1 (5:58:57 AM): i'm embaressed by it and want to wait a litle.. is that to much to ask?
Bonnie (5:59:23 AM): why be embarrassed of your body? it is beautiful.
HidekiSenpai1 (5:59:47 AM): but im overweight.. x-x;; i look good as long as my clothes are on...

Ran (4:09:12 PM): BOY DOES HE EVER

Bonnie (6:00:08 AM): you are not overweight, you are fine to me :-(
HidekiSenpai1 (6:00:53 AM): I'm asking if i can wait a few days.
Bonnie (6:01:14 AM): what difference will a few days make if we are getting married? :|
HidekiSenpai1 (6:01:40 AM): I don't know? I just want to wait a few days.
Bonnie (6:02:25 AM): you are hurting me...i want to see it. :-( please :-(
Bonnie (6:02:43 AM): if you love me you will let me :-(
HidekiSenpai1 (6:02:44 AM): do you promise you wont show it to anybody else?
Bonnie (6:02:50 AM): of course.
HidekiSenpai1 (6:02:55 AM): ok..
HidekiSenpai1 (6:04:23 AM): you have changed.. the old you wouldn't of pressured me into it.. but just a second and i'll send.
Bonnie (6:04:39 AM): sorry if i seem like i'm pressuring you...
HidekiSenpai1 (6:05:00 AM): heh, no worries, i'm used to being pressured into things x-x;;
Bonnie (6:05:16 AM): :-( *hug*
HidekiSenpai1 (6:05:21 AM): what gets me in trouble alot =\
HidekiSenpai1 (6:05:47 AM): that whole pmj2 site woulda never been made if i coulda said no and not given in over 3-0-40 minutes of beggin each time x-x;;
Bonnie (6:05:50 AM): there will be no trouble after this, only happy-ness :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (6:06:04 AM): 30-40

Ran (4:10:30 PM): fucking liar!!
Ran (4:10:36 PM): I can't believe matt lied!
Jhawy (4:11:10 PM): No!!!!!
Jhawy (4:12:06 PM): He still acts like I was constantly begging him each time.
Ran (4:12:26 PM): well it was totally you FORCING him to do all that
Ran (4:12:33 PM): he neve rhad fantasies about fucking little girls
Ran (4:12:39 PM): you pressured him into SAYING he did!!!
Jhawy (4:13:31 PM): ;-;

HidekiSenpai1 (6:06:08 AM): I hope
Bonnie (6:06:24 AM): trust a little more.
Bonnie (6:06:48 AM): :-(
HidekiSenpai1 (6:07:22 AM): im trusting you even despite my insecurities.. just begging i don't get hurt again x-x;;
HidekiSenpai1 (6:07:29 AM): I always get hurt :\
Bonnie (6:07:50 AM): i won't let you be hurt again.
HidekiSenpai1 (6:07:57 AM): k..
Bonnie (6:08:03 AM): send? :|
HidekiSenpai1 (6:08:18 AM):

HidekiSenpai1 (6:08:44 AM): sorry if its kinda dark,, its the only pic i have...
Bonnie (6:09:02 AM): :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (6:09:39 AM): *wonders how long until it gets posted somewhere and he gets hurt and mocked like hell* x-x;;

Jhawy (4:11:18 PM): He shouldn't be embarrassed by his body. ;-;
Ran (4:11:25 PM): IT'S BEAUTIFUL
Ran (4:11:26 PM): ;-;

HidekiSenpai1 (6:09:43 AM): im not that sexy...
Bonnie (6:10:16 AM): i think you are :-)
HidekiSenpai1 (6:10:21 AM): honestly/
HidekiSenpai1 (6:10:23 AM): ?
HidekiSenpai1 (6:10:44 AM): remember not to savethe pic.. your on yourfamilies comp
Bonnie (6:11:11 AM): of course not, god, my dad would have a heart attack.
HidekiSenpai1 (6:11:30 AM): lol
HidekiSenpai1 (6:12:25 AM): I only pray you don't use me and trash me like others ;-;
Bonnie (6:12:40 AM): why do you keep saying that?
HidekiSenpai1 (6:12:44 AM): cause i'm honestly a loyal and very loving person who gets hurt too much x-x;;

Jhawy (4:13:50 PM): He's always constantly repeating 3 things.
Jhawy (4:13:52 PM): PLZ DON'T HURT ME
Jhawy (4:13:54 PM): PLZ LOVE ME
Jhawy (4:13:57 PM): I ONLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS
Ran (4:14:01 PM): hahahaha yes
Ran (4:14:41 PM): instead of "I only want to be friends" though i think it's "I AM A GOOD GUY WHO WANTS A STABLE RELATIONSHIP AND NOTHING ELSE ;-;"
Jhawy (4:14:55 PM): Hahaha yes.
Jhawy (4:14:59 PM): A NORMAL CHRISTIAN BOY
Ran (4:15:13 PM): NORMAL!!!!!!

HidekiSenpai1 (6:16:29 AM): want to know why i seemed like such a cyber whore before? the honest truth?
Bonnie (6:16:52 AM): yes.
HidekiSenpai1 (6:20:02 AM): up until 17-18 all i wanted was a normaly relationship. to save the special part of me i had left after the past.. (never being with a girl in the front) for marriage and to get married and be happy. By 19 the only girl i loved irl and was too shy and insecure to ever ask out got a brought her new bf to church the day i was finally goingto ask her out x-x;; from 19-21 i was just single and fine talking like normal to people online. at 21 i fell in love online the first time and got hurt alot.. the girl i loved 9who was also with my other online friend at the time.. yeah one of those triangle thingie) dissapeared mysteriosuly from the net. fromw 21-22 i tried to settle a few times just wanting something normal... got hurt alot.. got as many girls as i could and slept around with too many girls to even count.. yeah that bad.. not wanting to get hurt ,and comforted by having many. i mean if one hurt me i always had someone else right?
HidekiSenpai1 (6:20:56 AM): then about 5 months ago trusted my heart fully to someone again.. only to be dumped after being engaged 3 months because she fell out of love with me.. loved someone else.. and got with that guy the day after she dumped me.
Bonnie (6:21:00 AM): you slept around, or just cybered around?
HidekiSenpai1 (6:21:24 AM): cybered around.. just online stuff
HidekiSenpai1 (6:21:36 AM): i havent had physical sexual contact of any kind in over 5 years
HidekiSenpai1 (3:21:54 AM): saving myself for marriage..
HidekiSenpai1 (6:23:34 AM): at least i'm trying my best to.
Bonnie (6:22:16 AM): so when you were 22 you tried tro settle down..how old are you now again? :x
HidekiSenpai1 (6:23:49 AM): All i want is a normal happy loving relationship
HidekiSenpai1 (6:23:50 AM): 23..
HidekiSenpai1 (6:23:53 AM): as of july 1
Bonnie (6:24:44 AM): *hug*
HidekiSenpai1 (6:24:48 AM): *hugs tightly*
HidekiSenpai1 (6:25:05 AM): you don't know how scared i am of being used or hurt again...
HidekiSenpai1 (6:25:19 AM): I trust you, I'm just scared.. if you can understandthat..
HidekiSenpai1 (6:25:40 AM): I've spent my whole life being used and hurt...
Bonnie (6:25:46 AM): i hope we will get past this....
Bonnie (6:25:47 AM): :-(
HidekiSenpai1 (6:25:53 AM): we will.
Bonnie (6:26:25 AM): :-) yes.
HidekiSenpai1 (6:26:28 AM): *hugs and kisses*
Bonnie (6:27:06 AM): i think i have to go to bed though :-( it's now 6:30 am!
HidekiSenpai1 (6:27:27 AM): gnite. I hope you can call me tommorrow. it would mean alot to me and make me feel alot bnetter..
HidekiSenpai1 (6:27:42 AM): and I can't wait for my pic from you ^^
Bonnie (6:28:25 AM): hehe, i hope you'll like it :-) sleep well!
HidekiSenpai1 (6:29:02 AM): thanks, swet dreams to you too. *hugs than kisses you softly on the forhead after tucking you into bed* ^-^
HidekiSenpai1 (6:30:18 AM): sweet*

Boring Paul (3:16:37 AM): ^___^
Boring Paul (3:16:59 AM): Hooray 4 Bonitron
Bonnie (3:17:41 AM): DO YOU FEEL THE LOVE, PAUL?
Bonnie (3:18:12 AM): but look at what i had to say to get him to send it to me :-( i feel so dirty.

Jhawy (4:39:54 PM): Def Leppard - Bringin on the Heartbreak.mp3
Jhawy (4:39:57 PM): That's Matt's theme song.
Ran (4:40:01 PM): hahaha
Jhawy (4:40:25 PM): No wait.
Jhawy (4:40:26 PM): Even better.
Jhawy (4:40:30 PM): Def Leppard - Love Bites.mp3
Jhawy (4:40:45 PM): Let's find the lyrics. :)

When you make love, do you look in the mirror?
Who do you think of?
Does he look like me?
Do you tell lies?
And say that it's forever?
Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see?
Ooh babe

When you're alone, do you let go?
Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show?
Ooh c'mon
I don't wanna touch you too much baby
'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy
I know you think that love is the way you make it
So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it

Jhawy (4:42:30 PM): Oooooooooo BABE

Jhawy (5:47:13 PM): MOMMY ARE YOU OKAY MOMMY CAN I HELP YOU MOMMY I LOVE YOU MOMMY
Ran (5:47:32 PM): uuuuuggggghhhhhh

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